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If I Wake

by Craig Durgy

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1.
If I Wake 03:40
If I Wake by Craig Durgy If I wake before I die, I’ll give this heart just one more try To watch Park Avenue pass by, If I should wake before I die And if I wander down the block, Along the way we used to walk To where we kissed in Central Park, If I wander down the block And if I stop to linger there, To feel her laughter in the air I’ll wonder why, and how, and where, If I should stop to linger there [chorus] There was a cold breeze, grey was the color Over gold leaves, as we held each other Yellow taxis, Lord how I loved her, then And when December beckons me, I'll mingle jingle silently With crowds at Rockefeller's tree, When December beckons me And if the Lord should hear my prayer, My eyes would open, she'd be there To touch her cheek and stroke her hair, If only God might hear my prayer [chorus] So if I wake before I die, I'll thank you Lord for love that I Once knew, that grew and passed me by, If I should wake before I die. Before I die, Before I die
2.
So Far 03:25
"So Far" by Craig Durgy So many years before you found me And yet there’s nowhere here to stay Reaching beyond most every boundary Close never felt so far away Shouldn’t I shout like Christmas morning So the whole wide world would know That my heart is finally soaring Like it never has before But what have we done, What have we gained Why does the song just fade away in a refrain Gone are the leaves, we are the trees And naked to the world I freeze Love is such a cold disease, but you You are like a gentle summer rain But as I shout, so many doubt me They want the fettered man they knew They’d have to face themselves without me They’d rather look for faults in you And for a moment I was hopeless Thinking that love could never be But in your smile I finally focused On believing you love me But what have we done, What have we gained Why does the song just fade away in a refrain Gone are the leaves, we are the trees And naked to the world I freeze Love is such a cold disease, but you You are like a gentle summer rain
3.
Summer Rain 02:49
Summer Rain by Craig Durgy Time slowed down to greet me, to carry out my light You caressed me sweetly, always there right by my side And as my eyes conceded, that leaving you I must Despite your tears that pleaded, I just rose out into dust I became an angel, you held to my sleeve Now the summer rain will Let you know I’ll never leave Yes, I became an angel, the moment that we kissed Through all the years of loving you That brought me here like this Now the dust has settled, life and love go on Raindrops on a petal, and you know that I’m not gone In this life we’re flowers, but it’s only life’s cocoon As fresh as summer showers, forever love can bloom And, I became an angel, you held to my sleeve Now the summer rain will Let you know I’ll never leave
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Song In A Shell by Craig Durgy Got home from a party and sat for a spell The night made a sound like you hear in a shell The moon filled the window, electric and white A message from you, in the blue of the night Searching for photos, looking for you So many shuffled from coming unglued Staring into your image till you come half alive But half of you's all that can ever survive. These are the moments, hollow and grey Where I've been going, to end every day I'll spend a lifetime feeling this way I know you'd want me, to move along Stop holding on To the memories that haunt me And the life that is gone I know it's wrong But this is my home now, where you still dwell I am alone now, a song in a shell I see your light shine, what can I do But spend a lifetime still missing you Still missing you
5.
Take It All Away by Craig Durgy Just take it all away, can't listen anymore What made you choose to stay, when love became a chore At best I'm in the way, that's all there is to say You’re just running up the score Please take it far away, can't hear a single word No matter what we say, we both sound so absurd No love, then no obey, I've paid all I can pay Just take it all away How long can it rain, before you see the clouds This weather is insane, we just have to end it now When everything's gone grey, I never thought I'd say Just take it all away, Ohhhhhhh, just take it all away
6.
Doris 05:07
Doris by Craig Durgy Black and white, shades of brown From the old photo album handed down There's a face, that I'm told Was my grandmother, 23 years old Timid smile, far off gaze Did she see something coming in her numbered days My dad was 3, Aunt Jean was 2, Then the baby Barbara, that she never knew (chorus) And I cannot lose her now, This will be my solemn vow To raise up her memory like this stone As I stand above this grave Living proof of what she gave I believe, that Doris she, is a part of me Married young, just 19 Isaac Lester, and his high school queen Was she quiet, in the rain Did she fight for her life in her final pain Did she grieve, did she laugh Why did she leave, no epitaph Does she know, that I got This gravestone, placed for her alone In the family plot (chorus) Photos few, and far between Wish I knew, just what they mean Did Maude and Pa, ever dread When Doris Terrill Warner was so quickly wed Still I know, in the end Where I go, is simply where she's been Just a face, in a wooden frame And a trace of her warm embrace When I say her name (chorus)
7.
Annmarie 03:27
Annmarie by Craig Durgy Annmarie, oh Annmarie Her name is like a falling autumn leaf She made me laugh, till I could see That loneliness is at its best Whenever she’s not here with me Annmarie When I was up, when I was down I’d call on Annie, and she’d come around No matter what, no matter when She’d be sure to see that you’re Supported by your very best friend Annmarie The only time she ever let me down, let me down Was when she wouldn’t help herself come round, come around When the days, took her away The silence fell like secrets in the rain She held me up, I let her fall As the world got heavier The only thing I said to her caused pain Annmarie, my Annmarie
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Lilies of the Valley by Craig Durgy May of 1968, she never would forget that date She came in from the garden for the phone And oh the news, that awful sound about her son in Viet Nam Another MIA or dead and gone The days went by so very slow, her husband and her waiting for Their son to just come bounding through the door She tended to her garden, and she put her soul and heart in To the hope that she would see her son once more And when the spring returned in ‘69, still nothing had been learned Sally raked the garden bed with care Along the old stone wall she saw, out of New England’s winter thaw The lilies of the valley growing there And oh what bittersweet, just filled her eyes as she could see Her little boy as he would wonder at the sight He’d smile and touch those little bells and leaned in close so he could smell the lilies of the valley, green and white. Oh the lilies of the valley were in a ring that Sally wore Around her neck, fastened by a string The only thing that came back in the spring Summers came and autumns went, the lilies they would lose their scent And little bells like tear drops they would fall And each year as the snow lay heaping blanketing the garden sleeping Sally would just look out at the wall December 1993, her husband was a casualty Of all those unfilled promises of spring So Sally tended to his grave, and with the flowers there displayed Were lilies of the valley she would bring Twenty lonely years went on, spent only waiting for her son To come on home and visit Daddy’s grave But getting old can be unkind, so many ghosts that filled her mind Her garden was the only thing to save The neighbors checked in every day, to see if Sally was okay But still one night she wandered none the less They found her lying in the snow where her garden used to grow And dried out from the book where they were pressed There were lilies of the valley on her chest Oh the lilies of the valley were in a ring that Sally wore Around her neck, fastened by a string They were the only thing that came back in the spring Oh the lilies of the valley were in a ring that Sally wore Around her neck, fastened by a string They are the only thing that comes back every spring And every year the wind will sing, the valley still remembering with Lilies of the valley in the spring

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A collection of melancholy pop and country-edged folk. Simple pieces from a lifetime of experience with love of family and all the rest.

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released October 4, 2017

All music and lyrics by Craig Durgy
All instruments and vocals by Craig Durgy with Nat Daniels (bass & production) on “Summer Rain”.

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Craig Durgy Connecticut

A few miles on me.

Family man with a lifetime of songs coming out of every orifice.

Rarely perform live these days, prefer recording for now.

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